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| WOW!!
i'm too excited to write this entry in korean!
today was such a WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL WONDERFUL day!!
ok, let me just back up and start from the morning~
i woke up on time, but i figured since i didn't buy my bus pass on
friday, i'd sleep in until the downey civic hall place opened up at 7am
to buy my pass. even though i was disappointed by this, i was still
happy! 기분이 아주 좋아!!
so i woke up about an hour later and i got ready for the day and i was
awake and in a good mood. i don't know how to explain this feeling, but
i was very very content. afterwards i left around 7 i think and i
walked to the city hall place and i just grooving to my music and i was
happy! i was glad i left later than earlier because the city hall place
didn't open until 7:30am and it would've sucked if i got there later.
so i bought a weekly pass for $17 but was mistakingly charged for $24
because i looked like a high school student buying the high school
weekly pass. so i'm giving the city of downey 5 days to give me my
money back and if i don't get it, i'm flippin' a lid and GETTING my
money BACK. so afterward i chilled at the bus stop and just chilled
there with my music. i was so in my world that i wasn't bothered that
bee landed on my leg and was cleaning itself on my pants. normally i
would run at first sight of an insect but i didn't care, just didn't
want it to sting me. soooo i just let it be and it did its thing and
walked away and the bus came! i didn't even have to wait long like
usual. i was really happy about that!!
and the ride to the train station was quick and i caught the train
right on time, not missing a beat. it was awesome that everything was
going so smoothly despite me missing korean class.
after i got to school i was just going to chill in the language lab
until class started but i completely forgot about asking if i could add
my math and english classes i needed, i was so concerned about the
english class as i was about the math class.
but i was so happy!! i was able to take my math class!! and that's all
needed to hear!! after hearing that, it felt like a HUGE WEIGHT OF
WORRY was just RELIEVED and off my shoulders. i was skipping and
smiling!! i had a chance to transfer to UCLA. i prayed to God the other
night to help me with my worry and forgive me for my lack of faith in
His provision and protection of me. God has again opened the door for
me to walk through to continue on this path of success in school for
His name sake.
i was so happy. and that's how i came to class. really really really happy.
the japanese test i had to take was really easy and as usual i waited
for someone else to finish before i turned my in. sorta suprisingly
Shin [내 짝사랑] turned his in first. and not long afterwards he left class
to walk around (we finished REALLY early). i was sad, like usual, he
left class but as i was sulking i saw Shin standing in the hallway
signaling me if i was ok to leave class. i knew it wasn't ok, but i
asked the teacher anyways, and she basically said "hell to the no.
don't leave. we're watching a video." so i told Shin that and clearly
he was upset and walked off someplace else...and i was sad again. but
happy that i could talk to him at least for a little bit like that.
then i thought i'd use his example and use the extra time i had to ask
questions about how to add my math classes i needed to take at the
learning resource center on campus. soooooo i grabbed my paperwork and
i walked out the classroom and as i was going to head down the stairs i
ran into Shin. i was of course shocked just running into him, but i was
EVEN MORE shocked that he was talking to me as in CONVERSATING with me.
i was so happy! he was complaining about how boring japanese class was,
and i totally agree with him. honestly, i only go to see him....and to
raise my GPA to go to UCLA. but more so to see Shin for at least an
hour a day. lol
as he was complaning about being bored he asked me where i was headed
and i told him i needed to go to the library place to ask about my
class and i asked him to come with me, but i think he was more than
willing because he didn't want to be roaming the hallways. this is just
my assumption of course. so as we were walking down the stairs i
thought i'd start off with a safe conversation starter and asked him
about how his transfer to another college is coming along [we both want
to get the hell out of LACC. for him he's just been there awhile and
for me it's TOO EXPENSIVE...and i really want to go to UCLA.]
and he said he's trying to take the classes he needs "soon" and when he means "soon" he means "as soon as humanly possible" lol
after we walked down the stairs, he ran into a friend of his he hadn't
seen in awhile and they were speaking korean which i admit surprised
me. it surprised me because Shin said he wasn't good at speaking
korean, but i understood his korean just find. his friend asked him why
he hasn't seen him in awhile, and Shin replied "because i work
full-time and i study full-time". mind you, this is all still in
korean. to afterwards i promptly say "liar" [in korean] and he looked
at me which a confused look "what?"
and here i just spoke in english, "you don't study." and he goes on to
explain his conversation to which he had to which i understood. after
that he was singing along to some korean song on his ipod. i wanted to
know the name of the song, but he was strangely persistant in not
letting me know who he was listening to. all he said to me was that it
was korean music and that i probably wouldn't know them. after he said
that i felt somewhat insulted and insinuated that i had a decent
knowledge of korean music, but he just goes on about how i wouldn't
know about the singer he's listening to and i just know "famous"
singers like Big Bang and Wondergirls. which irriated me more so i left
it alone. i know more than that. >/
so we go to the learning center and he waited for me while i asked my
question about how to add the class and afterwards we walked back to
class together. i was so happy! i was walking with and talking to
Shin!! =D
as we were walking to class, we talked about his study habits and just
his habits in general. he told me why he gets so sleepy. and that if
he's stone silent and not talking to anyone, he's tired AND hungry. so
i kept a mental note about that. well basically everything he said i
kept in my mind.
he basically only acts like a normal human being around 11pm to like
6am and then the Shin that i get the pleasure of seeking every school
day (well if he comes every school day) is the tired, weird questions
asking, hungry, slient moody Shin. lol
i also got to poke fun at him a little bit. he thinks he's overweight
because 4 months ago some girl from korea called him fat. and he's
sorta been obsessed with the fact that he's fat by "korean standards".
he is not fat. even by korean standards. because during class he's
always strecthing and when he streches his stomach and whatnot shows
and he has a pretty flat stomach. so i yeah. ("^^")
so after that, we went back to class and i was really really happy. i
didn't really pay attention in class after that. and while i was
checking my email in classs i receieved an email from Model Management
[a modeling agency in LA] for a CLOSED AUDITION! i was sooooo happy!!
my audition is this saturday!! i got a callback and i checked out this
modeling agency and it has really REALLY good clients and i really
REALLY want to be a part of this agency because i think the commission
i get off some modeling jobs i land i can pay for rent and more
importanly: SCHOOL TUITION!!
so i really hope i get this! i really am praying to God for this one, i
really need some financial backing and i think this may be it.
so as i was confirming the date on my phone i saw that i missed a call
from 엄마. so i left class again and it didn't matter this time because
class ended a couple of minutes after i left class but i was still on
the phone with her. she told me about despositing money for my rent and
also that dad was supposed deposit some money too~ [ this is completely
not related to my day, but as i was typing this out i saw a girl pass
by who looked like my sister samantha. it was crazy.]
anyways, you know my 엄마, she only speaks to my in korean nowadays so of
course i'm speaking korean to her back and as i was speaking korean to
hear, my japanese class was let out and Shin was coming out to leave
and as he left he said "Bye".
OH MY GOODNESS!! i was so happy!! i stopped my conversation with my mom to say bye to Shin. aw, he makes me happy.
after that i tried to tell my mom about the modeling audition thing but
i think she was busy because she told me she couldn't hear me and to
call her back later. ...sooooo i told anthony and greg about it! and i
told anthony about my hanging out with Shin. i just needed to tell
somebody and he was the closest person that i'd get a response about
it.
so after japanese history class, i went home and the trains and buses
were ON TIME so i got home like...early. and it was AWESOME.
i had a good day. and i saw a decent movie.
....i just had a great day.
today was a good day. more so because of the relief of my worries about
transferring to UCLA....and hanging out with Shin for a little bit
truly was the icing on the cake. (^o^)
i think he's really funny and cute.
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| i swear this year is the year of all politcial annoyances when it comes to me. i should let this year slide being "historic" and all, but i was handed one too many propaganda and i'm just about done. no in fact I AM DONE. i don't want anymore papers/flyers/buttons/yard signs/petitions/"do we have your support" nonsense about the following: Obama/McCain, no OR yes to Propositions: 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 & 10. the top annoyances of those props being 1, 4, 10, 6 and 8. the presidential race is suppose to be more annoying, not these propositions. and there are bloody so many of them! and i really don't care about a good half of them, mostly because i don't really understand the significance of the impact it will have on myself and the state of california compared to what it has already. but oooooooh no. Props 1, 4, 10, 6 & 8. i don't want to hear another word about it. especially 6 and 8. yay for the people fighting for and against these particular propositions, but enough is enough for me. thanks but no thanks. i chose "sides" and i don't need your assistance any longer. ...like at all. see? great, blood pressure's up and that's just thinking about it. i'm thinking about taking a good friend's advice and just not vote this year. lol but speaking of prop 8, [i guess i have an issue with exposure from this one in particular not only from school and church but just random people when i'm walking in the street. what the hell?? >/] from my understanding this prop, well let me quote is:" ELIMINATES RIGHT OF SAME-SEX COUPLES TO MARRY. INITIATIVE CONSTITUTIONAL AMENDMENT. Changes the California Constitution to eliminate the right of same-sex couples to marry in California. Provides that only marriage between a man and a woman is valid or recognized in California. Fiscal Impact: Over next few years, potential revenue loss, mainly sales taxes, totaling in the several tens of millions of dollars, to state and local governments. In the long run, likely little fiscal impact on state and local governments" so can someone tell me, what on earth, does FEMINISM have ANYTHING to do with gay marriage? i was looking at ads for both vote YES and NO on prop 8 [and let me tell you, on both sides they had some not so good ads "as in just not good or nice"] and feminism popped up for no on prop 8. what the hell? when did feminism get linked to homosexuality? where was i when this happen? or was it just like that and no body told me until now? i don't know...honestly don't care, but i'm very curious about what links them. i didn't think that this particular prop would have such a big impact on california or "the nation" as some supporters/opponents are calling it, as it is right now. how i basically see it [warning: this is strictly my opinion right now. if you don't want to read it, scroll down to the Katt William links i provided at the bottom of the page. you've been warned. lol] is that this is basically a basis of opinion of what each side thinks: the no people say it takes away human rights [specially homosexual people, but in reality everybody] and the yes people says it doesn't attack homosexual lifestyle just restoring the definition of marriage being that between man & woman [homosexuals have domestic partnership] in detail i think both sides are off on some pretty lame excuses. to a point both sides are trying to pressure voters into choosing a side. i don't know. i care and then i don't care [let's just say for now the excuse of voter indifference]. i don't see how voting No on prop 8 would benefit me [actually it doesn't, at least how i see it now] nor how voting Yes on prop 8 either [again, doesn't really benefit me.] school people says i should vote No on prop 8 because of the whole right to marry and violating human rights and whatnot [...seriously i feel whatever.] and then i got church people saying i should vote Yes on prop 8 because this is what God intended marriage to be, between man and woman. not man and man or woman and woman. they said something else that made sense, but i don't remember. [...i feel here, whatever here too but it's more of a laziness whatever. does that makes sense? because it doesn't to me. lol.] at this point i would normally say i don't care and it doesn't concern me, but i admit, i am feeling more one way in particular to the other. so yeah. eh, i digressed from my point. the point was, i didn't expect this propsition to get as much exposure as it did and now it's the top annoyance [the most propaganda receieved behind Obama/McCain] when it comes to propositions. following, 6, 10, 4, 1, 2...can't really remember the others at the moment. but i remember throwing away the flyers and whatnot for all of them. whatever happened to president election just being the presidental election people?? anyways....i had to just vent that out. just saying, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEAAAAAASE do not give me anymore of propaganda about anything political. thanks! =D i'm really looking forward to election day. ...just so it can be OVER. oh annnnd no i don't reveal my politics of who i vote for. because if i tell then it won't come true. just like a birthday wish. lol hahahaaaa~ i miss king of the hill. ....i miss a tv.....somedays. ANYWAYS!! SOMETHING FUNNY AND HUMOUROUS...to contrast my ranting. and for me to finally fall asleep. lol i was listening to some political jokes and i fell upon some new Katt William material for his new DVD that's being released in Nov. and i'm a big fan of Katt William. so tihs is funny to me. "Date a President" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxxLA7Z2QbA"Poor Little Tink Tink" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qlNEmpxQxI | | |
| WOW!! today was AWESOME!! well, like....not like awesome AWESOME because i didn't get to talk to Shin as much today but it was still pretty awesome.
today after japanese history class, Greg, Anthony and Kenshiro and I went to Little Tokyo to hang out together!! it was so much fun! well, originally the purpose was to go see the Japanese American National Museum...but afterwards we hung out! so let me just break it down for you:
after the test, which i SO ROCKED out on, [except for the daimyo question, i wasn't paying attention to the video that day. was too boring and was too focused on Shin. but i tell you what, i can tell you the major events about the Kamakura and Ashikaga Period. yeah BOY!] we all decided to leave for Little Tokyo. we were all hungry so we decided to eat first. we took the train there which was nice. i was talking to Greg and Anthony a lot but i really didn't get to talk to Kenshiro there. i was nervous? anyways, when we got there we decided to eat in Weller's court because i think we agreed there wasn't that much to offer at Mitsuwa. it was funny on the way there because Anthony was really excited so he kept rushing off ahead in front of us and greg and kenshiro were walking at a normal pace and talking about something so i usually was somewhere in between to counter-balance it. lol we also noticed there were a lot of police around, i mean...like A LOT! they were blocking off streets and there were ambulances. it was craaaazy! we thought it was a parade for something but while we were walking i asked who i thought was a cameraman recording the festivities...and it was definitely NOT a parade. it was a anarchy protest march. 0o0!! so yeah, it started at the border outside Little Tokyo and supposed to move up to downtown. so yeah...i admit i was a little worried they would start something, but i thought since we were going to be not so near them, we'd be fine.
after we got ot weller court, i thought we all were going to eat curry at the Curry House RESTAURANT...NOT the TO-GO place. that place sucks. well, driven by his hunger Anthony ordered there right away and the rest of us was hesistant. Greg and I for the same reason, we didn't really like the Curry House To-Go...I'm not so sure about Kenshiro though. lol so we thought maybe we could get something at Marukai market and get a small meal...but Kenshiro, Greg and I still couldn't find anything good to eat. then Greg suggested that we actually eat at a restaurant. We were all down for it but we forgot about Anthony and how he already had a meal. so we hit a snag. however, when we asked him about it, he was cool about it. so we three travelled on and tried to find a restaurant to eat at. however most of them were a little too expensive for our pockets...or closed. we found this nice ramen place called Oruchan...or something like that ramen. it was good...but another snag: $20 minimum on the credit card. a problem for me and greg. we had no cash...or not enough cash. but in the end Greg was kind enough to pay for all of our meals so we may eat. it was very kind of him. so i got the second most spicy ramen [sorta like shin ramen spicy] and then kenshiro got the regular one and greg got the non-spicy soy sauce one. it was really nice to eat with them, it was nice to get to know them a little bit more. i found out that Greg really is the scholar of the group. this kid is really kind and informational. lol he schooled us about the LA riots, history of LA. this dude is just full of knowledge. it's sooo cool!! and about kenshiro, what i learned is that he really likes music and what i'm quite sure he said afterwards was study the bible. which threw me for a loop because i thought [through an earlier japanese history lecture about religion, our teacher sorta outted him out as non-religious or shintoist...whatever] he was someone who totally wouldn't be into that. i wanted to ask him more about it, but i thought it'd be too awkard of a starter conversation for a first time get to know you topic, so i stayed with the music area. he really likes rock, especially bands like L'Arc~en~Ciel. so afterwards, we finished eating and met up with Anthony again. we went into the kino...bookstore and those three went off someplace, i don't know. i just know they were in the men's magazine section for a minute [the area i usually hit up first] and i didn't want them to think of me anymore not girly than they already did...so i stayed in the girl's hair and make-up section until they went to check out electronic dictionaries or something. i prefer to read the men's magazine, especially the fashion ones, because i have NO IDEA how they think they should dress or what they think is fashionable. so i like a little insight on it. and the models are that bad...i mean...they all look alike..and that blue eye contact thing, i'm not that big of a fan so i don't stay in the fashion section too long, afterwards i would move on to cars, bikes and music and such. yeah~ =D after i was done reading the magazines i went to my other normal hit up spot: the japanese language section. looking at all the grammar books and dictonaries that i wanted but couldn't afford. as i was looking at my old UWM Japanese textbooks, i found this really interesting book about Japanese history that can be read in Japanese and English. i thought it fit Greg perfectly because he's really into that. i'm thinking it'd make a really good christmas or thanks for the friendship kind of gift. i really do.
speaking of gifts! i was thinking to show my appriciation for their friendships [because they really are one of the very few friends i was able to make here so far] i would get them each a slice of a cake from that AWESOME AWESOME japanese bakery. i'd get something sweet but not THAT sweet for Greg, something sweet/chocolate mix for kenshiro and something strawberry for anthony [i asked them before what kind of sweets they liked that day of the Foreign Language Club meeting] and then i'd make a mix CD for them! that's what i thought of so far, because i really don't know much about them yet, so it might change the more i get to know them, but for now this is what i have in my mind. the mix cd for anthony would just be trance and electronica or trip-hop. the mix for greg would be enka enka enka! and the mix i'd make for kenshiro would be rock [japanese/english/maybe a korean one?] and some like hip-hop or pop or something. he seems more verse about music than the other two so i can have more fun making his cd. and then i'd name them "What I think [their name] is MIX" lol i think it's a cute gesture. =D
either way, i digress.
after the bookstore we went to the Japanese American National Museum. it was 4 dollars which i was relived because i already been there so i already knew what the exhibits were like [these are all for extra credit, but i don't need it, i just do it to hang out with those fun guys. (^^)]. so put our bags in the lockers and i was amused how anthony took off his jacket to follow kenshiro's direction [had a shirt on the entire time until at the restaurant where he took it off (i'm assuming so he wouldn't get it dirty, but it was awfully hot that day, hehe) which afterwards just had on his black tanktop that was underneath.] so i had a nice time poking fun for him a little bit for it. we first went to see the "20 years ago today" modern art exhibit. ...all i have to say about that is that....i don't understand most modern art. sometimes i just think they try make things and see how far they can push the limit with nudity and blood and just...something...not art. lol after that "exhillerating" experience, we checked out the REAL exhibit, which was the history of Japanese-Americans. i departed from the group at this point, because i already saw it so i didn't spend much time there. i revisited some of my favorite spots but other than that, i saw the other half of the modern art thing...and yeah...(-_-) so after everyone was done, we decided to go karaoke!! we were all very excited to go! this was the part i was most looking forward to! we went to Max Studio Karaoke in Little Tokyo. We stayed there for about 2 hours or so. i'm pretty sure we would've went longer than two hours but happy hour would've been over and yeah...a little too expensive. but definitely next time. more money. more time. (^^) it was really fun!! i got to sing some of the songs i love to sing at karaoke and i even tried out some new songs, i really want to get "Seishuun Amigo" and "Okaeri" down for next time. and "Sakura Sake" by Arashi. lol um, other than that, it was really really great to hear Greg sing enka songs! he really made in the mood to sing enka, so i attempted to sing "Umiyuki" for him...but i think next time i'll sing something else. something more not as recent in the enka scene. i wanna know if they had "The Flower of Carnage" from Kill Bill. i know that enka song DOWN. next time i'll sing more enka for him. =D also anthony sang great songs too! he reminded me of quang when he sang...lol my favorite selection was sensual seduction from Snoop Dogg he chose, but of course Tony didn't sign the radio friendly version. lol it was fun to see him attempt to sing the other songs we sang. he gets an "E" for effort! however, i was most surprised with Kenshiro!! he's an EXCELLENT singer!! dude, i kid you not, he sounds like Gackt when he sings!! he has a good voice! i really liked hearing him sing. i can listen to him sing all night! lol ah afterwards we all had a good last song, i forgot the name of the enka song that Greg sung, and Anthony sung...something [sorry i forgot!(^^')] and i sung "Toxicity" by System of a Down! it was awesome!! i really do have more of a rock star voice than jazz voice. i really wish it was the opposite sometimes because then i could sing the pop songs better. lol but i'll practice for next time!
we all went home afterwards. we all walked to the metro civic center station together and kenshiro left to take the 10 Bus home and i got off at the 7th/Metro station to go home while Greg and Anthony took the redline back to LACC. it was a very very very fun day hanging out with them!! i think the most rewarding part about that day is that i got to know a little bit more about kenshiro and greg. i only see them on mondays and wednesdays. and even then i don't really get to know them, so i think that really was my favorite part. eating ramen with them and getting to know them just a little bit better. it's really nice to have friends like them. =D i hope our friendship last past the semester. that'd be awesome, because if so i think i just received 3 new karaoke partners!! i got my karaoke partier singer, my enka singer, and my gackt-sound-a-like rock star singer. yeah, add that all together equals a sweet awesome party.
yeah...today was a good day. (^^) | | |
| ok despite whatever crictics may think about this Evan Almighty, i think it's a very funny movie with a very good message. especially about God's love. especially if you're looking for it.
if you have some time to spare, you should watch it. i've recently became a fan of watching movies online and.....evan almighty was one of the many i've been watching. well...not many....just...three so far: 28 weeks later and night at the museum and kung-fu panda.
not bad...so far. a movie a day. lol
either way, enjoy the movie and it's message. i think everyone should "build an ark". i think it can really change the world. i do admit i really like the quote from the movie that God says, "Let's just say whatever I do, I do because I love you." i like that. and...how he laughs at "our plans". that moment was funny too~
oh side note: if you're a fan of Andy from The Office, the actor that portrays him is in here as a news anchor. funny guy! (^^)
either way, i think it's a good movie. | | |
| i read this note on facebook from Devon. i thought it would be a good note to share to others.
Why is it important to be intimate with God?
- Because intimacy is like a connection with God, when we are connected with God it's a strong connection for which cannot break or break easily. So when the enemy tries to tempt us or put thoughts in our head he can't because our connection with God interferes with the enemies transmission.
- Like a computer (us, our mainframe) and a virus (the enemy) tries to attack the computer. God is like that firewall stopping this virus from getting in and messing up our mainframe.
- When we are intimate with God we grow in God in his spirit glory, love and knowledge and wisdom. With God we have the power to do all things and live eternally. without God we are nothing.
- Like a husband and wife that have a really closeness to each other, they grow from each other and learn from each other. Henceforth, the marriage lasts longer and brings joy and salvation for both of them.
- John 15: 1-17
- Just like that strong connection, God is the one who makes that connection strong. So being intimate with God makes us strong with him. We have more power, a stronger mind to see things you didn't see before, you have a stronger resistance to temptation and you have a stronger life.
- It will be like a metal chain, which is your connection with God, and the enemy will be like a wooden knife trying to cut through that chain. However, since wood cannot cut through metal the enemy will fail every time.
- With a connection with God your mind and heart will become as hard to break through like that metal chain. Heres how, when the devil comes to deceive you he attacks what? The hearts and the minds of men. So if he can't break through he can't deceive you.
- The devil is like a spider that makes a web (trap). We are like flies we cannot see the web. However, with a strong connection with God, being intimate with God, God allows us to move pass the web every time.
FIVE WAYS TO BE INTIMATE
- Obeying Gods commandments (exodus 19:3-8) - Good prayer life - Worshiping God - Reading your bible - Putting your faith and trust in God
Obeying Gods Commandments - it says that God holds deeply those who keep his commandments. By obeying God your relationship w/ God becomes deeper.
- Exodus 19:3-8
Good Prayer Life - praying to God is the equivalent of talking w/ God. Actually, like my pastor said, when you speak to Jesus you are automatically plugged into God as well.
- Praying to God is like that phone call to really good friend it's a conversation between you and that person and no one else. In the same, when you praying to God that s conversation between you and him. It's a deep call only you and him share.
Worship - during sunday service and you receive the holy spirit God gives you on overwhelming feeling of joy and happiness and excitement.
- Like the same joy and excitement a husband may get from a wife (just being in each others presence) or in reverse, or a friend from another friend.
Reading Your Bible - When you read your bible your receiving information from the Lord, knowledge and wisdom. You receive knowledge that was meant to be given to you.
- Like a teacher teaches a student and gives the student knowledge God is our teacher and he gives us knowledge to survive and live eternally. So just like a teacher/Student relationship we have the same w/ God.
Putting Your Faith and Trust in God - When you put your trust and faith in God you allow him to come in and take over. When you let people in you begin to have a closeness w/ them.
- Like a husband and wife trust each other and they become one, it's the same when you and God become one you trust him and have faith in him.
Through Jesus Christ - When you get saved you are born again and you began to have a close relationship with Jesus. When you have a relationship with Jesus you also have a close relationship with God because the two are one.
- John 3:1-21
Guarding him and making time for God is also a way to be intimate with God. Like someone who is very close to you, you love and cherish them and guard and make time for them.
- When you become intimate with God you become whole. Before we were all half bodied, half minded and our natural side is what we ran on. Basically when you become intimate and accept God, God becomes like glue to hold your spirit with his. And you began to realize that the natural side of you doesn't shine as much as your spiritual side. You began to become like one and think more like God.
- Colossians 1:17
- Because when you are intimate you receive that spirit that will set you free from sin and death. You literally die in sin and death. Because with God you have eternal life and without him you have eternal damnation. When you become intimate with God you began to long for him more and more and you will have a mindset only for him. As well, as a said before, your mind will merge with his you will began to think like him and what you will began to desire is spiritual things because God will take away anything that is not to be desired. | | |
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